How many times must a man fall in love?
That was your question.
You explained
If you don’t involve with anyone, you don’t need to loose anyone anymore,
You don’t need to be hurt anymore…
Yeah. I understand it very much…
But let me write down my thought a bit….
As long as we alive, we fall in love one day...
But the matter is…. if you don’t tell a lie to yourself or not….
If a man has a strength enough against a fear or weakness,
a man can fall in love again whenever a man felt a special,
even if a man’s heart is worn out by grief ,depression, no hope
and cut deeply by many liars…
There is a story like this.
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Once upon a time, there was a pure guy.
One day he felt he’s tired of believing in woman.
He didn’t want to be hurt anymore.
So he run into the temple and shut out everything.
Gradually he gained the peace of his mind during that time.
It looked like he forgave everything and his soul is calm perfectly.
But he didn’t notice his heart was still closed…
One day he met one woman.
He felt something special but
Because of fear, he couldn’t fall in love and refused her.
He thought
"I don’t want to loose the peace of my mind I gained by taking long time…."
yet she is different person with the one he lost, besides he has wisdom for next true relationship....
Later one wise old man came to him and said.
“ In all over the life, to loose your control is also a part of life.
Please. Don’t loose this great opportunity in your life. Life is short. My son….”
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Your soul is on the way to the journey
to make it your previous incarnation coudln't make it
Is that energy ture or fake?
Ask your five sense.
They know everything.
It’s up to you if you take it or throw away?
My heart was cut deeply by many times before in my life.
Who knows how much your sorrow was deep?
Who knows how much my sorrow was deep?
Everyone is passing through each of hopeless time more than ever you imagine.
Long time ago
I've already thought
If next time a guy I gave my heart and everything turn to be fake,
I will be disappeared from this world
Next time is a last time… I’m so tired…so tired…
Life is a lesson.
God will give you the hard time only you could pass through.
That was happened on me.
Did I commit suicide?
No.
I couldn’t do it….
While I cried whole night
I thought
Someone please kill me because of too much pain and I can’t breathe…
But I realized I still want to believe in human.
The tears and depression couldn’t kill me.
Such a strong living a human is….
Even if you have no hope totally,
you will wake up, walk, eat and sleep to be alive....no matter you cry or not...
Do I have a fear now?
If I answered No, it’s a lie.
But I can say I have strength now against my fear and weakness.
I do never want to loose the great opportunity because of my stupid fear.
Life is only one time though my soul is improving with changing a body…
I want to make it that my previous incarnation couldn’t make it.
I want to live in the moment here and now as long as I’m alive.
I’m feeling a confidence in this perfect state of ZERO
I'm not scared
I WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN for only last love.
That was your question.
You explained
If you don’t involve with anyone, you don’t need to loose anyone anymore,
You don’t need to be hurt anymore…
Yeah. I understand it very much…
But let me write down my thought a bit….
As long as we alive, we fall in love one day...
But the matter is…. if you don’t tell a lie to yourself or not….
If a man has a strength enough against a fear or weakness,
a man can fall in love again whenever a man felt a special,
even if a man’s heart is worn out by grief ,depression, no hope
and cut deeply by many liars…
There is a story like this.
*************************
Once upon a time, there was a pure guy.
One day he felt he’s tired of believing in woman.
He didn’t want to be hurt anymore.
So he run into the temple and shut out everything.
Gradually he gained the peace of his mind during that time.
It looked like he forgave everything and his soul is calm perfectly.
But he didn’t notice his heart was still closed…
One day he met one woman.
He felt something special but
Because of fear, he couldn’t fall in love and refused her.
He thought
"I don’t want to loose the peace of my mind I gained by taking long time…."
yet she is different person with the one he lost, besides he has wisdom for next true relationship....
Later one wise old man came to him and said.
“ In all over the life, to loose your control is also a part of life.
Please. Don’t loose this great opportunity in your life. Life is short. My son….”
************************
Your soul is on the way to the journey
to make it your previous incarnation coudln't make it
Is that energy ture or fake?
Ask your five sense.
They know everything.
It’s up to you if you take it or throw away?
My heart was cut deeply by many times before in my life.
Who knows how much your sorrow was deep?
Who knows how much my sorrow was deep?
Everyone is passing through each of hopeless time more than ever you imagine.
Long time ago
I've already thought
If next time a guy I gave my heart and everything turn to be fake,
I will be disappeared from this world
Next time is a last time… I’m so tired…so tired…
Life is a lesson.
God will give you the hard time only you could pass through.
That was happened on me.
Did I commit suicide?
No.
I couldn’t do it….
While I cried whole night
I thought
Someone please kill me because of too much pain and I can’t breathe…
But I realized I still want to believe in human.
The tears and depression couldn’t kill me.
Such a strong living a human is….
Even if you have no hope totally,
you will wake up, walk, eat and sleep to be alive....no matter you cry or not...
Do I have a fear now?
If I answered No, it’s a lie.
But I can say I have strength now against my fear and weakness.
I do never want to loose the great opportunity because of my stupid fear.
Life is only one time though my soul is improving with changing a body…
I want to make it that my previous incarnation couldn’t make it.
I want to live in the moment here and now as long as I’m alive.
I’m feeling a confidence in this perfect state of ZERO
I'm not scared
I WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN for only last love.
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