So.... I Loved you . you never know....

" I had a dream
That finally I can share the beauty of nature together all over this life with the one who understand me in this world as my family

It was true.....love
With my honesty from my deep inside

Believed in that the love is to combine our difference to make it strongest with harmony and trust

But what you wanted was someone who obey you whatever you want

I never forced only my way
Cuz I believed in that we need to create our new rule together

But it was
No discussion
No communication
Nothing is shared
All was hidden

Although
accepting the difference
Could make us to know
what is love

But you could never accept even the middle point between us

" I am sorry "
" thank you "
These 2 words are very powerful
It could solve all problems if you could say ever..

Though I dedicated all my life, time, love, everything, it was not enough for you.

Cuz you said my love is rubbish

How much if I sacrifice myself for you,
Would you be satisfied ?

Day and Night
I kept running to work so hard
Moving, talking, meeting with people
To create what makes you happy
To prepare for our life and future....


But you said 

' You are lazy woman '

' what it is important for you is not important for me'

Thousand of times I cried
My heart is finally about to be pushed to the limit
And bleeding so deeply now






                 
                                                                          My god.

Please let me hear my voice deep inside..."