感情の脆さ

感情というものは　本当に　暴れる馬よりも　はるかに　手ごわい

とても　危険

まさにそのとき　こんな　メッセージが・・・


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Can't just talk! You must know how to act - and you must know when to act. You must know who is with you - and who is 
against you. You must know what is real and what is not real. And you must have the courage to persevere until the end.



見破られてる！

Asiri ' Secet ' in Yoruba

わたしが二度とおこしてはならないミスに対して　釘をまた押された日。

自身の魂が信じたものだけに　開きなさい　と。

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"Asiri" is the Yoruba word for secret! Be careful who you reveal your innermost thoughts, or secrets, or plans with. Sorry! You can't trust everyone. Use your discretion. Before you open your mouth, or your heart, or your wallet, make sure you know who or what you're dealing with. Don't allow anyone into your inner circle until they earn your trust. You've made that mistake before. Just don't make that mistake again.

James Weeks/Across The King's River

マリールイズさん ルワンダより

She was the refugee in Rwanda. 

Now she is the president of NPO to act for better Rwanda and promote the peace activities in Japan and Rwanda etc... Wow it was honored to meet the amazing Lady like her today. 

Got so much inspiration. 

Thought of what Hiroshima city could do more ? 

This city must be the leader to make the Peace day in Japan, what a strong, meaningful idea..!

今日は国際交流の日

広島国際会議場にて。

ルワンダから避難民として日本に来たのちに NPOルワンダの教育を考える会を福島県で立ち上げ運営、ルワンダでは、ヒロシマの原爆展を開催、学校建設など、活躍中のマリールイズさんの講義を聞き、お話ししてきました。

マリーさんの提案で強く心に残ったものがありました。

「 一年間でたった1日でいい。日本国民全体で平和を考える日をつくって下さい。広島、長崎、沖縄、、それぞれの地で個別に式典をすることも必要でしょう、しかしそれではまだバラバラなのです。皆が一緒に地域を超えて同じ日に考えることが大切です。すると、それは世界に発信することができるのです。世界にはまだ原爆とヒロシマを知らない場所がたくさんあります。広島県がリーダーになって、まずはその日をつくって下さい。ヒロシマという土地にはそのチカラがあるのです。ヒロシマだからこそ、できることなのです。もっと、是非発信をしてほしい。」

わたしはこの言葉を重く大切に受け止めました。

ルワンダの虐殺後の復興から、様々な話をしてくれました。

殺戮した部族、された部族、それぞれの女性達はお互いに許しあい、伝統の籠作りを共同で始め、共同で子ども達を養う活動をしています。

殺戮した部族の男性で、心を入れ替えたいと申し出た者には、殺戮された部族の未亡人の家を作って罪を償う仕事を政府は与えた。すると男性の心も洗われ、未亡人は家を一生懸命つくる男性をみて、許す気持ちが湧いてきて、大丈夫かとお茶を入れる場面などがあったという。

ルワンダの虐殺の歴史については、

わたしは " shooting dog "という、とても生々しいマイナーなドキュメンタリーフィルムによって学んだ。

ホテル ルワンダ という映画がいかに優しく描いていたかがよくわかるほどだった。そのフィルムをみたあとは号泣し吐き気と頭痛に襲われ、数日は食べることも難しかった。男性不信に落ち入りそうなほど、男性と話したくもなくなった。包丁をみればまた吐き気と恐怖で頭痛がした。

マリーさんの笑顔と強い眼差しに出逢えたこと。ヒロシマとルワンダ。

わたしたちが繋ぐこと。伝えていくこと。

今日もまた、深い出会いをいただいた一日でした。

マリーさんありがとう！

大陸を超えて いのちのうた コンサートを終えて Vol.1

Last night , the concert was amazing moment....speechless!!!!!

" Action of my Soul "

BIG THANK YOU for all people who support us and around us...!!!!! More photo is coming soon... KEPP MY FIRE BURNING. Love!!!!!

本当に感謝と愛で溢れます！

皆様の心の中に、何か光を感じ、いのちを想う時間となったなら、それがわたしの喜びです。

本当にありがとうございました！

Am filled with a lots of love and appreciation..!

If each of us can feel the own light inside of us, if the time was the moment you could feel the worth of life , 

That is my happiness from bottom of my heart. 

Thank you so much!!!!!

Poetry * FAST CAR *

Photo Slide and Lecture about The Issue of Child Labour & Human Trafficking in Coco Farm 

Xylophone

カバー曲「この手」

愛しいバンドメンバー

コンサート後

Relationships between LOVE and SEX

MEMO

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Ancestral Essence

Love and Sex are not as related as we now have become so comfortable to accept. The quest for sex has in many cases been masqueraded as the pursuit of love. As the term love describes our connection to things we truly enjoy, the desire for one has become lost in the other.

Whether we are in a relationship or not, we have now become accustomed to look for ways to experience the type of sex we can describe as love.

A means to a sexual end is the game we embark on as we approach situations with our most charming/ attentive persona as the way we present ourselves. We live in hope that we might be surprised by the new person as we want an end to our search. It is tiring putting our story`s fate in the hands of another. When you are young it’s all just a bit of fun, as you get older each situation leaves you colder.

Many people have tried to make a relationship based on good sex and not mental compatibility. In the end the truth will come out. As you try to balance your life with a partner that does not understand you or is not your mental equal. Sex does not heal all. People want to claim they love you but are unable to explain why.

Beautiful women, handsome men and shapely body people create a desire in us for what they look like and not for their minds. We live in hope that maybe a great body equals a great mind. We love the sex but not the person. I feel good during sex but I wish they would not speak so much afterwards.

Saying they love you is supposed to be some magical restorer. In time you start to realise the promise of love is not enough. Why is it knowing all of this, people still cannot leave.

The body remembers what the mind forgets. The body remembers good as well as bad sex. It does not want to re-experience the disappointment of bad sex. This is more important to the women than the men. A woman could crash the whole relationship if the first time does not work out, no matter how good the guy is.

Men are more likely to remember the woman`s body and what she allowed him to do, than how he felt during sex. Men fall in love much quicker with the idea of the woman, than women do with men. A woman wants to fall in love with the person and how well they treat her, men just want to fall in love with how the woman feels about them.

It is easy to become addicted to the sensation and no longer ask questions about who you are sleeping with. Before you know it, things can become out of control. You can begin to make promises to someone you feel, but do not know.

We have been told that love solves all and that the right partner will make everything alright. That sex is a display of love and that our bodies now belong to those we have become involved with. We fall in love with this idea and build it into the framework of who we think we are. We have now added the concept of trust into a situation where we may have a physical connection with someone, but we do not mentally know them.

The power of the sex dynamic within a relationship has been artificially inserted. We have tied our self worth to a person we do not know and now measure ourselves sexually and not mentally.

How can you live up to their previous partners you never met. This creates an initial fear going into a relationship that is based more on sex than it is on love. I feel that much of the undermining of women has been done to compensate for the fear that men feel regarding this matter. I truly feel women`s secondary position in western religion is more sexually based than mentally based.

When you consider that to swear or speak profanity is based on sexual acts and women`s sexual anatomy. Religion has firmly tried to limit the power of women, she is the temptress, the deceiver, the one at fault for the original sin, and I think we need to evolve beyond this.

Let’s get spiritual, as our energy has a form of spiritual interaction with everyone we meet. Our partners are the energies we focus on, based on the need for sex or the hope of love. Quiet as kept, we are now in the hands of energies within us we do not understand.

We crave sex without the appreciation of where the thought has come from. We feel it before we understand the thought. We are triggered by people who remind us of pleasant sexual memories of the past and those who we feel can help us get to the true point of it all.

You can have the best sex in the world as many times as you like and still feel the void within. No matter how much the person shows they love you and do for you, can you feel it inside? The heavy sensations felt during sex can be confused with love; however this is just a very pleasant distraction for the real job at hand.

My ancestors explained to me there are many portals like those described as the chakras system around our body. I was advised that the one referred as the base chakras has an aspect to it that is best described as our darkness and our light.

These two aspects live in a state of war and non balance with each other as these energies are battling to seek control over the direction of our lives. Many of us would like to pretend that we have chosen our partners based mentally arrived reasons, our bodies if asked the question, would tell the real story.

The light aspect is our hopes and dreams of finding love enough to fill the dark void within us. A love that will help us, not judge us, support us and be with us as we go through cold turkey over the addictions to ideas about ourselves that we want to get rid of , but do not trust anyone will care enough to allow us to go through it with them.

The dark aspect is the sexual or abuse or very bad judgement events we keep to ourselves. The moments that we pretend that do not define us, but hide in the eyes behind our smiles. We find ourselves recreating these events when we feel our partner will understand or care or are attached to us too much to leave.

We do not know how to stop these feelings as they lay in wait for the moment when they can surface and take control of the relationship. They are the reason why people tell you if knew them beyond the surface you might not find them so appealing.

You have to experience someone`s character, you cannot see it.

All we need is love is true when you understand that you have to fall back in love with you. Nobody can give you what you do not want to accept for yourself. That feeling has to come from the inside and can only be fixed by you on the inside.

Praying, sex or being in love will not negate your part in the process. If you are love, you are going to need it to heal yourself.

The good fight between the dark and the light within us is where the battle has to be won. People struggle to be themselves as their dark side rarely allows them. We can try to find someone new who is different as a distraction; however we need to face it and start to appreciate these events. Though we happened to be present, these moments were not conducted by us.

The sexual energies involved in these events are numerous and have succeeded in making themselves appear as natural traits. People are mentally crucifying themselves over events where their bodies were used by energies that had more control over their body than their conscious mind did.

The ancients were aware of these energies and spoke of them until they were silenced by organised religions. The real you is buried under so many blankets of belief, it is hard for you to get up and start to look for ways to defeat the dark side of our selves.

The light will always come out over the darkness; the love of yourself will help you enjoy the life that you live. As the peaceful person seeks no argument with anybody, they will one day become the true embodiment of what we call love.

Like

Vision of YOGA 2014 by Master Sudhakar , my guru

20 days with Guru in deep yoga philosophy 

It is more than speechless moment 

Words can't help me right now

But I really learnt why yoga is called the skillful action.. Amazing skill.

I will never forget what was missing in me, what was important to release the tension, how much I was in hurry to get the solution, how much I kept my tears in me, how I should flow the energy...

" Are you REAL ? "

" Do you RESPECT yourself ? " 

" Do you really LOVE yourself ? "

20日間、師匠 Master Sudakahによって深いヨガの叡智、哲学を学び

言葉では決して表しきれない

深い深い心の奥底に触れる

なぜヨガが技術的な行為とインドでは呼ばれたのか理解した

知れば知るほどに深く染み込んでくる

まだ爪の先しか知らない段階だけれども、わたしは決してこの先忘れないだろう

何がわたしの生き方や愛の中に足りなかったのか、

人間関係や人間の奥深くの緊張をとり除くためには何が必要だったのか、

いかに私が、結論を急いで出そうとしていたのか、体ではわかっていなかったのか、

どれだけ自分が涙を体の中に溜め込みそれを精神力だけで保持していたのか、

どのように自分のエネルギーを循環させることができるのか

いつも 問いかけよう

あなたの思考、言葉、行為はホンモノですか？

あなたは あなたを 真に尊敬してますか？

あなたは あなたを 真に愛せてますか？

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これからまた新たな旅路

わたしのまわりにいる全ての人々に この恩を返してゆき 行動で表していくことが 師匠に対する敬意と感謝と信じ

また一歩一歩すすみます

共に学んだ素晴らしい仲間にも、たくさんの愛を込めて。

緩める ことの大事さ

突然　涙が大量に　溢れ出た

これは書かなくてはいけないと　直感

泣きながら　ご飯をたべた



そして　彼に　わたしの　魂を通して　愛をおくった

ごめんね　は　もう　違うよね　でも

いま　わかったよ



あなたの心はあのとき　緊張・不安・恐れ・失望　

そのような　テンションが最高潮に限界以上に達していて

あなたは　その切り詰められた筋肉をどうにか　保っていた

わたしは　そんな　あなたの心をみて　どうにか助けたいと　

愛で包みたいと　いいながらも　一生懸命　その張りつめた筋肉を押して押して

自分まで涙がでるほど狂いそうになりながら　押し続けた

何が苦しいの？わたしが何かしたかな？
どうしたいの？人生に何を求めているの・・

彼にはそんなこと　わかるはずもなかった　すでに彼の心は　迷宮の中だった

この筋肉を伸ばす、伸ばす、伸ばす、、、話せばわかるはず、ストレッチ、、

そんな風に　がむしゃらに　彼の心を伸ばそうとした



そんなんで　伸びるほど　彼のこころは最初の段階ではなかった　もう末期寸前だった

だからこそ　ほんとうに　まず一番最初に　やらなくてはならなかったことは

彼の筋肉を　ゆるめてあげること　ほぐしてあげることだった


それは　何も言わずにただ彼を抱きしめてあげることだったかもしれない

それを１回ではなく、何度も何度も繰り返し　続けることだったのかもしれない


ただ、それを想うと

あのときのわたしたち二人の苦しみや緊張が　ほんとうに悲しくて

でも　これを学べたことに感謝をしているし　心からありがとう　と　

涙が　ぼろぼろと　絶え間なく　溢れた　


あなたが　いてくれた　おかげで　わたしは　いま　これを学びました

いまでも　わたしの　たましいは　あなたを　あいしているし　これからも

あなたの　たましいの　しあわせを　ずっと　祈っています